Wow.. it's been quite a while on this journal. Things have been a bit hectic. I finally got internet access in our room, which means no more having to squeeze the library into my schedule.

For the most part things are super.. spending so much time with Stephen is wonderful. We do bicker a little every now and then, but just over small things that are quickly forgotten. Falling asleep in his warmth, and waking up to his smile.. I couldn't be happier. Really. Our relationship has grown so much in the month and a half that we've lived here.. it's incredible to have someone you cherish by your side through anything and everything. Laughter.. tears.. anger.. boredom.. everything. Stephen is wonderful company. I truly, truly, TRULY love that boy with all my heart.

Last night was awesome. Stephen & I sat on the beach for a while, smoked a little, and just as we started walking along the beach the tide went in.. the odd thing was that it only went in in one little section.. so it was almost as if we were walking out into the ocean. It was amazing. I thought I was literally tripping for a moment.. here we are walking along the water then all of a sudden it's gone. I think we might just go back out there tonight.. if not then definitely tomorrow seeing as how Stephen has Sunday off.

*I* need a job. I've already had a couple but nothign seems to be working out. I want to get out of retail all together. I've been putting in resumes here and there for receptionist and administrative jobs. I think that something like that would be ideal for me. It's not my dream, but definitely something I could put up with.

Anyway.. I have plenty of time for more updating. I've got to get in the shower & wait for Stephen to get home so we can rearrange the furniture in our room. x_X